broken alone gone

Hmmm.
Your pain is a great source of inspiration.
And the poem is really touching.

But if i may advise a methot to conceal your self from inner and outer torment, that has been (more or less succesfuly) used by me when I experienced similar situations - a shell. Not the anti-social and rebelious typed one. But a one of outer ignorance. If it does sting and if it hurt, the best way to prevent this from continuing (in my opinion) is just to not show any marks of it to the outer world. I am not saying that you should quit whriting this wonderful poetry. But you shouldnt show that it hurts to a mass of people (that you know well and come across frequently) (as in NOT US! ), a part of them might see it as a sign of vurnability, therefor also a sign of available abuse. The method might i remind is by far not a way of becoming anti-social. It is the other way around, I did make more friends (accually a lot of friends) while applying the method of not oppenly and constantly exposing my emotions to people that i do not feel 94% sure about (100% asurance is proposterous , that would be more of a slave, than a friend), but also constant exposure of bad emotions to close people IS bragging, and therefor will does get annoying after a while.

Side effects : Lesser feelings of joy and happyness (they do not dissapear completely)
(Tested on my flesh and blood)

Whooot? Ok, probably the best way to go is forget what i just said. It even got me confused as i re-read it

Best wishes